Jade-bones

How do you regain a passion lost? Find motivation to do what you love when your inspiration no longer exists in this world? How does one who creates through pure happiness and enjoyment do so, when in doing so, awaken an even deeper sorrow and empniness that cannot be mended? How can I write when the ink just bleeds? Or draw what I imagine when tears already fill my pages?? How do I.....                                                       ..... regain my soul?